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Wendy @ 2007-05-02 22:32

It is said that all women like shopping. It seems that women enjoy the feeling of spending money. From my point of view, this is not the truth. I like shopping as all ladies because I really enjoy getting what I want and need in time. In childhood, I went shopping with my mother and all the decisions were made by adults. I was happy to have nice clothes and pretty gifts. But the happiness is different now. I'm happy to get the thing I really prefer and don't want to miss. Still, I missed a pair of nice shoes last summar. Generally, I can get my new dress, new bags, new books when I really need them. Now, I will have my new ipod shuffle. I will rely on it for the next 3 months.

How superficial I am!? I'm not an angle, so I forgive myself. ^_^

Thanks Eurus give me her wishes! Kiss~~

BJ Diary: A fairy tale in 20th century. If Jones knew that she was luckier than most of women, she would not complain so much about her lovely boyfriend. Anyway, I like fairy tales, from my childhood. So, it's a lovely comedy which suit my taste.


 
Wendy @ 2007-04-30 19:40

No progress at work today, cause I spend whole morning refreshing the web page and tried to register for the test. 2 hours' hard work is not a waste of time, I got it at last. The ETS registration No. is still unavailable, I will keep contacting the test center. Anyway, the hardest part of test is passed.

28th, July is not the perfect date, but it provide me enough time to prepare. With the help of god, or just because of luck, I shall not make myself disappointed again. Hold on, baby! I can do it!

Thank God bring me the chance to success. I will do the rest at my best.



 
Wendy @ 2007-04-29 21:17

What a day! I never feel so helpless as today. It seems that I lost everything I want and can find nothing I'm looking for. I want have a reset, but I have to go to work for the 8th day. I hope I can handle the redesign work, but I cannot find the right variaty to store the TimerID for all the timers in a pool. I sent out my application twice, but no response is gotten until now. I plan to book my test date, but I get to know that no seat is left until the end of Oct. I hope someone can help or just know my troubles, but he is in weekend and is enjoying in the dream.

I mentioned once that I felt guilty for not preparing for test for too long during my business trip. Now I admit that I suffer for my indolence. What if I keep my plan tight in GDNT, I may finish the test by the end of May. What if I'm confident in myself, at least I can register one seat before Oct. I ruin my plan totally. What can I do to compensate my fault? Keep learning, of course! What if I can not register for the test until Nov, maybe I should travel to take the exam. Hong Kong, Macau or even Thailand. Currently, there is still possible to take the test in Bankok.

Future is always uncertain and I can not be fortunate everytime. I do really not like meeting so many problems in one time. As the problem comes, I have no choice but find out the solution. Tomorrow will be the last working day for the long week. I can have vacation finally. I can raise my questions to Dr. in my team or just send the redesign problems to CTF primes. The application may be handled after the long vacation and I will get help from my father. What about the test? It seems the only problem without solution. I will have to prepare for the application without valid TOEFL score, and arrange my time well to prepare my essay and test at the same time. Oh my, can I do it? I have nothing now while the only thing I shall have is confidence. I have to face the fact and the unfriendly future, even the final solution of taking test in Bankok...

God bless me!



 
Wendy @ 2007-04-17 21:33

I found myself back in winter again today. It's not comfortable to be in summer in Feb, but in winter again in April. But this is life I have to face. What I can choose is to select the right traffic tool on my way to work or just to have more clothes. Anyway, I still hope the rain will stop tomorrow.

Another cold thing is my career develop path. It's the time for companies to set Key Performance Indication for employees. This year is my first time to set the KPI for my team members and to think about my career path seriously. I definitely know myself that I will never be an excellent SW engineer, but fortunately I became the tiny leader of a group of experienced SW engineers. Whether I should keep this position until I'm successfully accepted by a Master project or I should think about change right now? I don't know my answer. Older I grow, more difficult for me to make decision. Maybe there are too many ways for me to choose, to be sales or pre-sale support, to stay in Manufacture company or enter Operation Company, to pursuit my dream of presenting a costom-built travel product or just keep stay in Telecom fields. These thoughts always come out recently as I know three years work experience is long enough for me to make the decision of future career. But as usual, I don't have the strong personality that makes decision by myself. Test is not a good excuse to avoid making the final decision, but I make it be a temporary reason for staying in R&D two months more. I still have hope to enjoy a suitable job or pursuit my own dream, so the future is still open and bright. There will be spring and summer finally, even it's still raining heavily outside.

Congratulation to Phlip Massa and Ferrari. I'm a little disappointed with Kimi. Three GP passed, I hope Ice Man can catch the opportunities in Europe. Soon I will be one of the fans of Hamliton and Danis because of first guy's racing talent and second guy's foresight.


 
Wendy @ 2007-04-09 22:32

It was Mclaren's weekend, they won in 1-2 in their first GrandPrix since 2006. I falled in love with Formula 1 too late and can not understand why are many people in favour of this team. Their cars were slow, engines were likely to break and the crew always made some stupid mistake in pit stop. Now I admit that the tradition can really make things different. More than one decade training for a young driver now shows the impotence of the history of an Formula 1 team.
Hamliton is Mclaren's pride. When he made Massa slip out the circuit, I had two thoughts. If Michel is still in team, Ferrari will never lose in this way. The second one is Hamilton will shock the world this year and Alonso will have some problem in proving himself the strongest driver in Mclaren.

Anyway, it's only one of eighteen GPs in 2007. Look forward to the next race and look forward to more surprise and joy brought to me by Formula 1.